Hey everyone!
I'm sorry for not posting in a while! There's been so much that has happened in my life. I've been a bit busy in my thoughts and with the help of my older sister, we figured that we have been carrying a lot of unnecessary baggage in our lives. And well, when I mean busy, I also don't mean that I go out everyday because I'm still home all day watching k-dramas and vlives. Which by the way, there's been a lot of good dramas out there. However, things have been going pretty smoothly and I thought that I should give you guys a quick update on my most interesting life.
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First off, this summer has been drastically different from all the other summers that I can remember. The biggest change that has brought the most eye-opening moments in my life has occurred this summer when me and my sister sat down on the steps of our porch and realized how much baggage and unhealthy relationships we have been carrying along with us. Of course, I know that I have been blessed with good people around me, but at the same time, I realized that I needed to stop feeling insufficient for their standards and having the need to constantly entertain them. I especially recognized that I was always feeling like I'm a bit judged or not good enough. But with that being said, I can also say that I am not a perfect person either and I can assure you that I have let others down before too.
Besides going to Film Camp, my life has been pretty relaxed, which of course is always great. I enjoy sleeping in and doing whatever comes to mind when I'm at home. Knowing that I still have to go through yet another year of school can seem discouraging, but I know that I should be thankful for the experience even when it's hard to "fit in" or feel yourself. However, with that being said, I am very excited for what the Lord has for me in the future, and so, I think that I want to pursue Journalism in college. I don't want to set my heart on it, but it has been something that's been lingering in my thoughts for a while, so I'll keep it in prayer and see what God has for me!!!
Other than that, Korean school and SAT tutoring have been pretty much the same as well. I just took the practice Korean SAT and it was pretty hard!! I have taken it before, but I'm glad that there wasn't very much pressure at all this time. And as you may know, I also help at my church with the lights or the projection, and that is also another fun thing that I have been doing! Sure life may seem a little slow, but I think that that is the beauty of summer or having time off from school-you get to enjoy life away from the classroom from a bit and discover a little more about yourself each time.
So, whether you're working or having time off, I hope that you are enjoying every bit of life! Learn to take life day by day and to be willing to learn from your mistakes. It's ok to be sad and to have doubts when life get's hard, but always know that God has everything in control!! I hope that you enjoyed catching up with me!
Much love and keep dreaming, Momo